Weakness

I hope I will see less of those disfigured
Reflections of derisible comeuppances made
Undesirable, god owned inflections of disturbances.

Weakness?
You dislike it?

Overcome it.

Seise that crazed rabid ram
And wrangle it
Into the ground
Instead of rampaging
Around trapped entanglement.

Accepting inertia in hushed hysteria
Believing in the wooden tensions
With crackling voices of panic infused
Pathetic whimpers of choices tumbling,
Ascending ionisations of the unknown;
Formulating negative and positive charges.

Tell me again
How you are powerless
To control the outcome.

When I know different.

The distaste
Of weakness.

I can do whatever I’ve decided I can do.

But.

The Sun Reigns

littleworlds
Pearls of reflections
Of refracted visions
Of distant worlds
Of what never was
Cascade down
Spinning in rotation
In orbital trajectories;
The birth of a new solar system;
In explosions;
You constantly appeared.

I recall those days
I lay in wait
For you to rise.
Moments of hysteria;
Screaming
In the confines of my mind
As raging rivers shook
Unmitigated parched thirst.

How I fell in love
So deeply.

I gave up so much.
So many things I believed I wouldn’t
Just to make her my reality.
Only god knows
What else I’d give up
While the sun reigns
In gravitation.